Wednesday, April 28, 2010

5K

Did anyone watch the Biggest Loser last night? I hope so. It was so inspiring to me. And to tell the truth, I cried through most of the two hours.

If you missed it, the contestants went to Texas to help motivate the population there. Anyway they ran a 5K with a huge group of Texans. A lot of them overweight and trying to become healthier. Their stories really touched me. Especially Jeff's and CJ's.

Well anyway I went to the gym and did a 5K on the treadmill today. Seeing that number show up was an amazing feeling. I can't wait to work on the amount of jogging I can do.

Tomorrow is my weigh in. I wanted to be in the 240s but I doubt I made it so I am just hoping for any sort of loss. Going in the right direction would be good.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Stressful day and more...

I encountered an unexpected stressful situation today. I don't really want to go into details but I just wanted to say that it freaked me out. Maybe not the actual situation but the way I handled it. Ok, nevermind that. The whole thing left me shaking. Literally. Left me speechless.

Sorry I know it sounds weird and your confused. I am sorry about that. I just can't seem to get my mind around it. It showed me how short life is. It made me really look at myself and renew my goals.

I am 22. On my last day alive I want to be proud of the way I lived life. I want to be able to say I achieved all that I set out to do and more. Wow this is too deep even for me. Sorry.

Well I got my workout in. Not the one I was hoping for because of the situation but a good one still. And I took Gus on his promised walk. (Gus is my chihuahua). Eating was good too.

I am just going to go live life and enjoy the rest of my Tuesday night. Try to get the feeling back in my legs............later

Monday, April 26, 2010

Ok, Ok, Ok

Well, I have not been blogging, but I have not been bad. lol. I am still on track. And I love to read other blogs. I'll try to write more but know that you are all a huge part of my motivations. You keep me going.
Well today I had a nsv!! Two pairs of jeans that did not fit a few weeks ago went over my hips and....buttoned!! They fit! It def felt good.
I took my grandpa shopping today. He wanted to spend some of his bday money. I decided after all my hard work this week I could treat myself. I bought an itunes card. I just downloaded a bunch of songs and made an awesome playlist for the gym. I am headed there now.
Oh and I found this boxing glove things. (I am kind of interested in boxing/kickboxing and wish I could find a gym around here that offered a class) My gym has a punching bag and the trainer showed my a way to get a great workout in while using it. Anyway, I found a nice pair today and I think that will be my next treat to myself. In my last weigh in I was 252. So I think when I reach 242 that will be my treat to myself. Later...